I woke up this morning with “Fight Song” playing on repeat in my head. Everyone gets excited about the accomplishment and the achievement, but not everyone knows the pain, disappointment and tears that got me here. I honestly believe God gives you dreams to show you what’s inside of you, but gives you challenges to see if you really want it. I did. This is my story:
Eight years ago, I started the journey of becoming Dr. Ryce. I was accepted into pharmacy school, graduated and was on top of the world. Shortly after, on the first day of school, I was sent packing. I was hurt and embarrassed. I thought I was a disappointment. Calling my mom was the hardest thing I had to do even though it was typically the highlight of my day. I had to say out loud that I had failed.
Over the next month, I had to overcome the tears, lean on my friends and family that supported me while trying to tune out some of the hurtful things that were said to and about me, then rebuild myself for the next stage of the journey. So, I took a job that allowed me to teach and travel. Later, I started teaching high school math with some of the most brilliant teachers, all while getting mentally tougher and surrounding myself with a positive circle of friends. It took 3.5 years for me to be confident enough to try again and when I did, there were still people that told me I was crazy for doing it… I’m proud to say that I tried and I DID!
The past four years have dealt some hard blows as well. The journey has not been easy. I’ve had more disappointments, lost loved ones, dealt with health challenges and even had an accident that I survived that was nothing short of a miracle. These were small tests along the way. Even with all of the challenges, I kept the faith and have been able to finish strong. I am proud to say I will be an alumna of Texas Southern University and will be starting a residency this summer!
Today, as I am hooded and say the oath of a pharmacist, I am proof that dreams do come true and that a detour doesn’t mean defeat. I’m proof that a “not right now” isn’t a “never.” I’m proof that if you FIGHT, you will FINISH! Never allow circumstances or other’s views of what you can do, limit your ability. Never let a hiccup become a hindrance. Always pursue your goals and never give up.
Proverbs says, “In all thy ways, acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy path.” Rachel Platten said “I don’t really care if nobody else believes, I still got a l lot of fight left in me.” People are watching and you might be their source of hope. Add fuel to their fires, but don’t ever hand them the extinguisher.
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